Jealousy and Doubt.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

I told Keith that I love him earlier today. He said, "I love you too. Probably too much." Which is completely out of character.

Well, he was acting weird today and he finally told me what was wrong.

He said, "Sometimes the jealousy and the doubt get to me."

He hasn't told me he loves me since then. I'm not going to say it until he does. I don't wanna' make anything worse.

I also have no idea what to say to him, and the silence is unbearable.

What am I doing wrong?

I don't wanna' tell him that it upsets me and that I'm so sorry for whatever makes him feel that way. I mean, I truly am sorry. I just want everything to be okay.

I think it may be because on one of the social networking sites we use, I'm a 'featured' person and so I have a lot more guys looking at my profile.

Is it that? Really? Could that be it?

UPDATE: Literally after I published this post he said, "I love you so much." I feel like a schoolgirl.

Read More...

Teardrop Trailer Consideration

I've been thinking. What would it be like to have a teardrop trailer and actually live in it full time?

To travel around freelancing...
Meeting a ton of new and interesting people...
To be able to go when and where I want...
To live on the road...
A bohemian lifestyle...
Chills!

That, honestly, is my dream life. Now if I can only convince Keith (pseudo-husband) to come with me. Okay, that wouldn't take much. I know the first thing he'd say, "When are we leaving?".

A childs dream, I suppose. For now anyway. Hmm. (That's me scheming, by the way.)

&&&

OMGGG! I got a comment on ClassicButQuirky. I'm totally psyched about it. It was from a woman named 'Laura H.' Ah! I'm so darn excited. Just putting it out there, but Laura H., you're so my new best friend. Oh, and can't forget Kaylynn, she's "following" the blog. Go Kaylynn!

Hehehe. Got all excited.

Read More...